Keep Your Hands Clean—A Criticism of Saksiri Meesomsueb’s Sleight

Sleight

A beggar at the crack of dawn comes with
an empty cup, just as a line of monks
serenely with their bowls set out for alms.
All day until the market ebbs
a shop-woman will stretch the truth,
while from around the temple ring the sounds
of dealing amulets and talismans.
Later in the day will be a magic show
set in the market’s central square,
while in the temple miracles will be proclaimed.
A man of stunts will confront a cobra
as men of faith face down their worldly lusts.
Suppressed, the serpent has no power to harm;
Subdued, such cravings have no power to heat.
Soon, they’ll unleash a mongoose on the snake;
of making merit, the temple chimes on still.
Into the temple, lots of people crowd;
as many, too, to see the show.
A little boy bursts through the ranks in time
to catch them take the snake out of a sack.
Back home, his mother shows off a phallus charm,
while he raves about the cobra, spitting as he speaks.
You’re making too much of what you saw, dear.
They only took a snake out of a sack.

Everywhere we go, corruption seems to be in perpetuity—from huge open yards to the littlest crevices there are. Saksiri Meesomsueb’s third and best poem book “That Hand Is White” is a collection that takes on all manner of contemporary woes: wealth disparity, environmental destruction, the adverse desensitizing effects of urban life, and the inroads of capitalism into Buddhist practice. Under this impressive assemblage is “Sleight”, he transports us to a liminal zone between a Buddhist monastery and a marketplace.

Assembled first at the crack of dawn, was a beggar with an empty cup and a line of monks serenely with their bowls set out for alms. As the poem goes on, monks encourage worshippers to donate inside temple walls, shop-women “stretch the truth”, merchants outside deal in religious icons, and a snake charmer subdues a hooded cobra. A child is enthralled by the latter stunt, he raves about it back home—spitting as he speaks. Much to his disappointment, his mother tells him that he was making it a big deal when they only took a snake out of a sack, while she shows off a phallus charm.

Meesomsueb’s “Sleight” displays deceitful craftiness in an exuberantly almost-free verse filled with unexpected rhyme. It is also pervaded with strong visual elements of fantastic quality, the scenes unfolding like tableaus. In the opening of this rousing poem, all of the men reach out for charity; one has lost his worldly possessions, and the others have voluntarily given theirs away. This muses upon the question of what makes one holier and the answer is interposed when it was later stressed that the monks incite devotees to bring offerings inside temple walls. To be direct, the author insinuates that the monks advise the people to solely give money to them and no one else; making them selfish. The beggar, on the other hand, is simply asking for help with no hidden intentions.

The atmosphere of the poem grows murkier when female vendors exaggerate the quality of their products to attract customers. At the same time, the merchants associate their amulets and talismans with superstitions—outrightly deceiving shoppers. Concurrent as well, a man suppresses a snake: an old parlor trick disguised as an otherworldly feat. To conclude the poem, it was exhibited that the mother warns her son to not be conned by such deceptions. Ironically, the mother lectured the child while holding a phallus charm—herald as a thing intended to bring good luck and ward off evil spirits—which means that even she is hopelessly charmed by false beliefs.

Deception will not reveal itself to you, you have to recognize it. The short poem seeks to teach its readers that society is pestered with fakery and cunning people. We cannot foolishly believe the surface level of things that are shoved into our faces. We must look beyond what is presented before our eyes and speculate about their reliability. Morality instructs us to not lie, and to be honest at all times; it is our moral obligation, to tell the truth. Doing so makes it possible for people to have freedom and trust in each other. Some people dare to deceive others, but we shouldn’t fall victim to their iniquitous tactics and keep the goodness of our hearts intact.

As I live my day-to-day life, I witness situations wherein deceitfulness prevails. Whether it be on social media, inside the jeepney, or on the streets I pass by. I agree that truth is often a matter of perspective but people’s perspectives are also twisted. They modify their principles according to their situations and do not conform to universal laws earnestly. To be honest, humanity renders me hopeless most of the time but Meesomsueb made me learn one meaningful lesson: Only with clean hands can we clean the world. It is now my life’s mission to receive the commendation, “That hand is white”.


Reference:

from That Hand Is White – Asymptote. (n.d.). https://www.asymptotejournal.com/poetry/saksiri-meesomsueb-that-hand-is-white/


The Journey of ‘I’

I look down and realize there’s a pair of feet
I wiggle my toes then giggle to myself
I admire the sparkly sandals, it’s so cute
I took one step forward and then another
I found it fun but knew it could be better
I start to quicken my pace
I wore sneakers for maximum comfort
I was running and running and running
I came to a halt, it was fine
I walked carefully and then aimlessly
I was dragging my feet for a while; not until
I discovered the stairs I’m meant to climb
I set my eyes on it, I’m getting there
I felt coldness, first on my soles then all over
I soaked them in a deep puddle
I stepped away as quickly as I can
I did not want to stop
I continued, not marching but stomping
I hated how wet my socks are
I persisted and then sprained my ankle
I stopped, sad — sat and stayed.

I Deleted a Song

I can no longer dance to that song
As my body is no longer capable
Of making those silly moves
We hilariously yet confidently executed
Oh, it belonged to us
It was to be forever ours
But ahead of you
Is a broad array of songs
Waiting to be loved that way
And you felt responsible for them
So I waited as you move around
Cherishing them one by one
Because I only had that one song

I remained patient
Watching from the side
Wishing that you will play it again
And thankfully you did
Yet only to be skipped
Repeatedly, deliberately
That even I
Have forgotten the moves
I cried then tried to remember
And cried again
For my effort was in vain
Why couldn’t I?
Then I looked at you

I laughed at what was in front of me
Seeing you reminded me
Of my long-standing foolishness
You never let our song reach its end
For you’ve grown accustomed to loud songs
That you can no longer hear
The low volume of ours
Then what was the purpose of a song
Making feel frustrated when I hear it
And as for you, inaudible
I’ve been hurt and tired
And you, only bothered
I deleted that song, solely for me

Some may say it’s pathetic, stupid, and immature
But I refuse to someday be lost in the sea
You call playlist.


Let go when needed, don’t make happiness wait for you.

I Shouldn’t, Right?


all the questions I never asked
they still reside in my mind
often silently
but when the dark arrives
I grapple against them
they overpower
even the music that
walked me to myself

no, it’s not because I’m not okay
the truth is
I finally feel like a bird
which was once just a dream

I’m not sure if it’s universal
but when the comfort I hoped for
embraced me with its warmth
it felt uncomfortable
the silence felt less loud
and I was shocked,
I tried to be calm
then, it was raining for weeks

being at the edge
have I grown used to it?
I shouldn’t think
‘send me back’

I shouldn’t right?
yet it sometimes seems alright.


I posted after a long time, I guess I remembered that I shouldn’t let my wits wilt. To the person reading this, live fully and be happy. Below is a wonderful song you can listen to.

Sober Madness

She is that proper, hardworking student
Who feels like she’ll die if she doesn’t pass an assignment
She values education after her family
Absence not in her vocabulary

She has a definite plan set her in mind
A boy cannot fit in her timeline
She knows what she wants
No one is to stop her

But she’s been around
In this guy’s mind for a long time
Her simplicity’s a sanctity for him
In shameless audacity, he soon destroys her

It is out of sober madness
When she saw a white bead in the darkness
She held onto it
And climbed the stairs blindfolded

Befuddled she was when she loved him
Never questioned the veracities of his lies
She gave him a precious flower
While he didn’t have the same power

One day, a seed presented itself
As she was hoping it wouldn’t
And when she told him,
Ridding of it was his immediate suggestion

Her conscience couldn’t allow that
Yet her pleadings were futile
For he didn’t disguise his apathy
And disappeared immediately

He was a hawthorn and pricked her
She both bled and cried thereafter
Now alone in the labyrinth garden
She found that the ground was sodden

With no idea on how to start her escape
The weight of the seed increases
She must defeat the somber desertion
In this sober madness, she cannot be drunk dazed.

My Worst Poem

Paper Crown

A paper crown is the headdress of loners
Like a scoop of sand you removed from the seashore.
Paper crown convinces you that you can fly
If you believe that you can
You can’t really fly.
Paper crown is the ticking three, two, one
Don’t let it count — or just break the glass
Paper crown is something that you create from your
Mind to your heart to your soul to your feet
Just for comfort inside the walls you built.
If you have two plants, it’s a rose and a cactus
And you touch one and prick on thorns
Then the spikes will touch you all over,
Will you still have these plants?
If everybody gives you a hammer and you still scream
Go, go, go and you continue to stay, stay, stay
And you utter Bye bye bye?
If you still reside in that makeshift castle
For a long time and it turns back to dust
Don’t build another castle, when will you take off the paper crown,
Now or never?


This is supposed to be a badly written poem that doesn’t seem to make sense but still makes sense. The picture indicated is from the lyric video of Alec Benjamin’s Paper Crown. Alec is one of my favorite singers and his song of the same name is what I took inspiration from in creating this poem.

Here’s a link to the lyric video of the song – https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=mzmjdntlRJk